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The Dissent

by Ludlow

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1.
Roadkill 01:59
The first time I saw you I never thought it'd be like this You were so still and cold You had no chance against what was coming next Now you are a ghost to the pavement Expand Collapse Decay into nothing more than the past Flies and their infant maggots eat you away Till nothing but bone and hair remains Still see the blood stained pavement as I drive away
2.
Wish we knew then what we know now Then maybe we wouldn't have burned Through all the oil Cut down the trees Poisoned the soil Killed everything 'Cause this lifestyle is mass produced A plastic smile shrink wrapped for you And it was made very far away By young small hands Earning cents a day And toxic waste It runs down stream But you don't care about The things that you cannot see It's powered by our aching feet The price of convenience will be our defeat Where is your God now Your holy machine Big business never cared about you or me Extinction is permanent and plastic never leaves We've dug ourselves in deep When the top soil's gone And we've caught all the fish at sea They'll remember that You can't eat your money But hey, it's just business, isn't it And I hope that they are proud of what we've become Look at what they've done I can wash the oil clean from my hands but still taste exhaust in my lungs I too burn gasoline I am no better than anyone But life's bought and sold with a copy write stamp on it While we debate my rights to my own uterus
3.
Hot Water 04:22
There's a body deep in the well Raise the water up From hell You can taste the poison You can taste the stench You can taste the sickness of our environment So light those fires under your sick Wash your hands, your hair, your face, your feet Bath in the gasoline Look at the fish swimming up stream Covered in plastic Born in the stink You can watch and think Look at the birds The fowl of the air Watch them return back to the earth Return to soil What kind of child kills it's mother One with an insatiable hunger The human being What kind of beast are we
4.
Hindsight 02:26
I told myself I wouldn't write about you again So there you stayed Festering inside my chest An infection I need to purge you out of me Forget we ever met I need to purge you out of me Burn you from my head I want a spotless mind One that you never touched Forget all that was and what it had become I want a spotless mind I let hindsight burn away The soft veil of nostalgia I let hindsight burn away The hard shell of a soldier I wish I could unsee you and The way you seared my skin I wish I would unsee Burn you from my head
5.
They’ve domesticated us they’ve turned us into sheep We’re all hypnotized, walking in our sleep Distracted by media and a market of commodities We’re just resources, units for their economy And they want technology that’ll make us obsolete I mean why pay for workers when you can automate machines yeah we’re being ruled by other human beings who seem to have forgotten what that means we’re hamsters on a wheel we’re a human farm And they’ve worked us to the bone we’re all weathered and worn In this new age religion with caste systems and feudal lords Convincing us life’s a dream while we operate their stores Cause it’s social control, recirculation of wealth It’s a power dynamic we’re all stuck in a cell Whether it’s iron bars or a cubicle We’ve all gotten used to it, it’s business as usual Are the workers are just as guilty as the bourgeoisie Cause we’re doing the killing, we’re building death machines We’re on the front lines for the army and marines And we’re the cops patrolling every city street we are the market we are the industry And it’s our trash collecting into plastic islands in the sea We’re destroying ourselves and this planet collectively and I don’t know who to blame but neoliberal policy Cause the wealth divide is getting greater in this nation And it’s not gonna stop until we reach starvation But don’t you worry no don’t lose your patience It’ll all trickle down once they get off their vacations It’s in the air you breathe and it’s also in the water It’s something you can’t see, you were lied to by your fathers And it’s not the soylent green Or the chemtrails that they’re streaking It’s a poison that comes from you its a poison that comes from me Can you hear the children scream It’s the sound of freedom ringing we’re birthed from generations of violence and disease we pardoned the scientists from the nazi regime Who’ve been studying us for over a century Learning new ways to change how we think And the observer effect is not a joke Why do you think they’ve built satellites to circle the globe mice behave in different ways when they’re watched I’ve been told And the NSA has eyes around the world They say after the revolution kill the revolutionary Cause we’re just as afflicted by our poisonous society And we’ll tear down the state build a new one in its place That’ll feed off the labor of the human race Bow down
6.
Boxes 04:29
He said girls don’t mean what they say He said call me anytime but has not picked up in 3 days and I’d like to think I can take a hint so I’ll take your silence for what it is She asks if I’ve done this before I said a few times, she says I could use a couple more That my nervous hands read inexperience That she’ll show me love with an iron fist So sure, I’ve got something to prove but I don’t know if it’s to me or you Validate the boxes that they create around us I swear it’s a cage I’ll never be man enough for you to see me the way that I do and I’ve been chasing the end of some rainbow until I stopped and asked if it was real And I’ll never see myself as more than a boi and you’ll call me your girl And I’ll bite my tongue and swallow it whole You said I should be used to being uncomfortable He said I have no room to complain If I just tried a little harder to look and act that way and in the morning when I put on my face I’m deciding which role I’m gonna play I’ll cut off my arms and legs to fit inside of boxes that were never made for me What is the price to assimilate So I can sit inside a coffin until I rot away I will tear myself apart with these two hands I’m just trying to find my place between opposing ends Between two opposing ends
7.
Stay Sharp 03:40
He bet all his money away tonight Was the bluff worth losing your sense of pride And he's drinking like he wants to die The usual, whiskey on ice Come home to the family and the wife Pent up frustration comes out in the night But he's not usually like this No, he's really a nice guy And we both know that you'll pay the price If food's not ready when he arrives You can't help but think that blade in the your hand, oh, it feels so nice And you try your best to shake these violent thoughts from your mind (this is the last time) I don't know if what you did was right Sometimes it comes down to fight or die But you can't help but think that power in your hands feels so nice
8.
John's Song 04:28
Well, John says he's gotta go to work said he saw it on TV And he got this pearl of wisdom between the scheduled programming Well, John says he's got an obligation to his country said he's gonna go out and join the military He said, "freedom isn't free" and something about the statue of liberty but I think he saw it on TV Well, John says he's got an obligation to his family said he's gonna go out and he's gonna get married He's gotta pass on his daddy's name because if he didn't, it would be a shame and we know he wants a son, but I hope his daughter's okay. And when it's late at night and white suburbia is tucked in tight John lays awake with a wandering mind He thinks about his existence He thinks about Jesus Christ and all of his time And in the middle of the night, he hears a voice from the back of his mind "If you work for a living, why do you work yourself to death?" Well, John says he's gotta go to work said he saw it on TV and he's got an obligation to his economy He said, "freedom isn't free" but I think he saw it on TV
9.
I took a wrong turn Ended up on the nice side of town Found myself lost in a labyrinth of cul-de-sacs and manicured lawns And I catch myself day dreaming of garden boxes And all I could grow in them I'm admiring nice houses Imagining all that hides within them Empty rooms that go unused for weeks and months Collecting dust just because they can I am craving all I imagine that life to be A winding driveway leading to a house Set back in the trees I am craving all I imagine that life to be A place I can call my own and maybe some stability But I remember what that means But it feels so far out of reach I'll work for 40 years (at least) 40 hours a week And if I am lucky retire by 60 I could sit at home with all of my things Basking in the surplus And the empty space You can afford the dentist Yeah you play tennis We get it, we get it I just wanna be a homeowner There's asbestos in my ceiling Mold in the drywall The dishwashers leaking A random toilet in the backyard Landlord's going to voicemail Think that I've had enough Because I'm paying his mortage And my rent's going up I wanna be a homeowner
10.
You only want me when I'm small Small enough to fit inside of your hand You hold me so tight that I start Start to take the shape of your grasp Tightening around me You convince me it's comforting The water is boiling I don't see my skin is scalding Kicking up dust Settled deep in my gut All the things I thought I could swallow down Stuck in the mud A corpse of what was As below so above Do you see it now You only love me when I'm small
11.
Hindsight 02:26
I told myself I wouldn't write about you again So there you stayed Festering inside my chest An infection I need to purge you out of me Forget we ever met I need to purge you out of me Burn you from my head I want a spotless mind One that you never touched Forget all that was and what it had become I want a spotless mind I let hindsight burn away The soft veil of nostalgia I let hindsight burn away The hard shell of a soldier I wish I could unsee you and The way you seared my skin I wish I would unsee Burn you from my head

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released April 20, 2024

Sage Amsberry: vocals, guitar
Josie Kirbs: vocals, banjo
Elliott Stab: bass, back up vocals
Jake Carpenter: drums, back up vocals
Micah Butler: musical saw, back up vocals

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Ludlow Portland, Oregon

Combining elements of grunge, emo, and folk, Ludlow has developed a reputation for delivering heavy hitting breakdowns, dynamic vocals, and emotive lyrics that explore the struggles of the human experience in the modern age.

After multiple self-produced releases, their first studio album, "The Dissent" continues to deliver a cathartic combination of self reflections and pointed social commentary.
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